In the beginning, I was just cataloging posts describing adverse vaccine events that I was seeing on my Reddit timeline daily. Eventually I had screenshotted over 12,000 posts describing adverse events following the Covid vaccine.

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But over time as I followed more and more medical subreddits, I was shocked by how many young individuals couldn't get any help or answers from medical professionals. No one had any clue what was going wrong in their body, let alone how to fix it.

I started collecting posts I saw from individuals under 35 who were previously healthy, suddenly suffering from severe symptoms and desperate to understand why when their doctors could not tell them. 

My hope being that compiling these would allow some pattern would emerge to help me figure out what was going wrong, what worked for similar cases and why.

I hoped that by identifying overlaps in symptoms and test results, I could use it to guide my research and help find answers for the thousands of people my age suffering.

But soon I was not only screenshotting to find solutions, I was screenshotting to highlight a serious problem with our concept of medicine. Dismissive doctors, unnecessary procedures, surgery complications, adverse medication reactions, misdiagnosis, errors in care leading to harm - I was reading horror stories every single day.

Coming across a post from someone who actually had a doctor that cared about them as an individual - a doctor that was committed to helping them heal, not just pushing pills and procedures - was terrifyingly rare. 

Within 2.5 years I had taken 23,000 screenshots - or about 25 screenshots a day. 

A year into this archival project, I realized that modern medicine was not actually doing its job. Emergency medicine was fantastic at saving lives at the brink - but medicine in general seemed absolutely disinterested in health and healing. Every patient followed the same path of of blood tests, imagining, prescriptions, possible surgery - but every step only provided momentary relief, no one was getting 'cured' or working their way back to health.

And the answers that were being parroted by doctors across subs didn't explain the extreme nuance I was seeing across every single individual story.

The idea that someone could be born healthy live 20-30 years perfectly healthy, then suddenly degenerate over a period of months didn’t seem normal to me. The fact these cases were being dismissed as a genetic mutations/disorder seemed illogical too. Why would our bodies suddenly start randomly degenerating after 100,000+ years of evolution?

Every day I recognized more and more consistencies, had more and more questions:

Like, how did every single person diagnosed with dysautonomia experience completely different symptoms? 

Why were individuals being dismissed and told they were fine, their suffering was all in their head, just because their tests weren’t deemed significant?

Why were previously healthy individuals suddenly being given 5 separate diagnosis to explain what was happening in their bodies, but overlapping symptoms were never considered part of a systemic, induced pathology?

Why was “genetic predisposition” being used explain the onset of disease, despite none of the individuals with a certain diagnosis having the same genetic marker cited as the cause?

Why was GB any different from polio when the symptoms were literally identical - and how was GB being dismissed as random, or triggered by something as simple as stress, but polio was only caused by the polio virus?

Why was it nearly impossible for patients to get confirmation that their symptoms were caused by a drug, vaccine, or medical device - even when their symptoms were literally listed as side effects for the product?

Why are so many diseases and symptoms being dismissed as “idiopathic” and dismissed as totally random and unexplainable? Why did no one seem interested in the biological pathways that harm can be caused and symptoms can arise?

Speaking of biological pathways, how on earth were wild viruses supposedly causing the exact same symptoms of adverse vaccine reactions, but worse? What biological pathways could allow a wild virus to reach the brain easier than a vaccine injected into muscle and nerve?

Why were antibodies being used to determine immunity when hundreds of thousands of individuals with antibodies did not have immunity? 

This website is my attempt to reconcile the experiences described across all 23,000 Reddit posts and to answer the questions above, and more.

To look through history, identify the assumptions we've based our practice off of, examine how they were determined and assess what we failed to consider. My goal wasn't just to deconstruct our framework, but to replace it with a framework that could actually explain all the insanity I was seeing.

Like what exactly was occurring within the body that caused people to suddenly start seeing sky vortex - and why did only certain people with visual snow experience it, while others experienced glowing color blobs suddenly in their vision?

Or how on earth could we biologically explain why thousands of individuals were experiencing depersonalization derealization syndrome? Why what happening at a cellular level to make them feel like they no longer were connected to their soul?

"Why would I ever trust you over a doctor"

I'm not asking you to trust me, I am asking you not to trust anyone but your own logical brain. I'm asking you to recognize the state of health in America, to recognize that by every single metric our health continues to worsen as we blindly follow the "science" of a government that has proven its disinterest in the wellbeing of its citizens, and the pharmaceutical companies that have faced billions in lawsuits for fraud, false marketing, and concealment of data - yet continue to be promoted as safe by default, and completely free of liability?

My point is that our approach to health is broken. My only goal is to find a path back to healing.

And I might not have a medical degree, but I've spent the last 3 years reading thousands of patient experiences, chat GPTing thousands of test results and medical imaging, reading and highlighting hundreds of published studies and historical research.

I've spent every second of everyday searching for a way to connect the dots in a way that allows us to make sense of our bodies and our health. To find a biological narrative that can be applied to every single experience I have read about and actually explain the phenomena logically.

You can read about it here.

If you're suffering from symptoms your doctor is unfamiliar with, looking for solidarity, seeking a cause or curious about what treatments have been tried for your diagnosis - fill out a data request form in the services and solutions section of the menu on the left, and I'll send you every post that aligns with your experience.